My Motorcycle Injuries

I once felt the need to prove certain things within the earlier years after the motorcycle accident. Whether to myself, someone else, or the world in general, yeah, the need to accomplish certain things sometimes lurked within the recesses of my mind. I once had a fairly subtle need to ride a motorcle again. The truth is that I was never really a biker, but rather a guy who happened to ride a motorcyle. However, I sometimes felt as though I had to "overcome" my circumstances, losses, and life in general by actually riding again. I also once had a need to accomplish certain goals related to things such as manual labor, or things that I did without hindrance before the accident. I once had a need to reach degrees of progress in what my body could do, but it really didn't involve any true necessity toward advancing physically in my healing, per se. I think that instead it all related to advancing within my own mind the concept that I had the ability to overcome any harm that...

There has to be more than one reason as to why I always feel so beat up and tired. There are times when I feel as though I'm going to actually pass out. When I'm at my worse, my vision actually becomes a bit blurred (like, right now as I squint to type this blog entry). My guess as to why this happens so often includes the following: 1. The constant toll taken on my body with all af the aftereffects of the injuries that I recieved in the accident. 2. The consistently improper sleep that I've endured for the eight years since the accident. 3. Diabetes, which my endocrinologist claims is due to damage done to my pancreas in the accident. I know a guy in church who keeps telling me that it's age, but the thing is that my issue with fatigue and the fact that I often feel generally beat up always comes and goes, and seems to consistently affect parts of my body that are associated with the accident. Coincidence? I don't know, but I think not.  I can only say that I get r...