I've griped before on this blog about recurring pains and hinderances that come and go with my motorcycle accident injuries. It has all become a part of my "regular" life over the past years. I've been very much active physically these past several months and the things that I do are not hindered in such a big way by the things that my body has been making me feel. However, I do clearly notice that the pains and the soreness are becoming more consistent and pronounced with time. As much as I despise the thought of going to see a surgeon about it, there's a persistently nagging feeling in the back of my mind that tells me that a visit to a surgeon within the future is possible. My knee is getting worse and I'm not quite sure as to when it'll be bad enough to finally see someone concerning the need for a full replacement. There are negatives and positives in doing so, you know?
It's sometimes difficult enough to deal with life's regular and recurring problems without having to think from time to time that I may have to submit myself to major surgery again. I keep telling myself that I'm just being a baby about the pains and the weekness in my hip and leg, but reality tells me that I'm an adult with some fairly serious physical issues that need to be dealt with eventually. I guess that I'll have to figure out when it's best to face up to reality. Until then I'll try to enjoy whatever bliss I can find amidst the physical uncertainties that keep threatening me.
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